Saturday,
the 12th of November, marked exactly 2 years since I left my home
(meaning traveled across town and lived in college dorms for a week) and
entered the MTC to prepare for my full time service in the South Dakota
Rapid City Mission. Friday, the 18th,
is the day that I will hug the angels that my Father in Heaven has sent
to be my guardians in this life, otherwise known as my family.
It
has been a long, hard road folks! Let me tell you, it's been tough.
But it was worth every single second. I will always remember this place
(even though the geography is kind of bland), and the people here will
always have a place in my heart.
I can
promise you that I am not the same person I was when I left. I am lil
ol' Jesse Carter, but I am much more than that now. I have learned who I
am, and who I can become. I've learned who my Father is, and who my
Savior is. And I can never be the same, nor do I ever want to be.
I
was reading in Alma 5 yesterday, and I want to share what I learned.
Alma asks the people of Zarahemla "My brethren, if ye have experienced a
change of heart, and if ye have felt to sing the song of redeeming
love, I would ask, can ye feel so now? Have ye walked, keeping
yourselves blameless before God? Could ye say, if ye were called to die
at this time, within yourselves, that ye have been sufficiently humble?
That your garments have been cleansed and made white through the blood
of Christ, who will come to redeem his people from their sins? Behold,
are ye stripped of pride? I say unto you, if ye are not ye are not
prepared to meet God. Behold ye must prepare quickly; for the kingdom of
heaven is soon at hand, and such an one hath not eternal life."
Then
I started wondering "would I be ready for the 2nd coming if it came
today?" I normally think ".... well, not yet! I'm not ready! I've
still got a long way to go before I am." Then I reread this section.
Have I felt to sing the song of redeeming love? Yes, and I do feel so
now. Have I been sufficiently humble? Well, I'm still prideful, but
the Lord is pleased with my progress for now. Will the humility I have
now be sufficient for tomorrow? No. But it is for today.
Well,
that's all I've got time for folks! This is Elder Carter, signing out
for the last time. I love you all, and can't wait to see you again
soon!
Elder Carter V
P.S. If you want to email me, hit me up at jessecarterv@gmail.com